something's changed
something is different
I'm not the same at all
I think I've gone missing

fuck
this is the part
this is the part that always
fucks me up
don't start
its just an awful feeling
cut out my heart
and wear it as jewelry 

they wanna know what I'm feeling
but you cant see yourself
when you're staring at the ceiling
this is the hardest part
and no one seems to believe me at all

they wanna know if I'll sink or swim
or simply give in
my vices my demons
addictions and death
all wanna know when I'll give
my last breath

I like to wonder but I lost myself
I have no one else
the horizon breaks into the sky
leaving light to linger in my closed eyes

flicker and fade

so let me fail
pull me apart
take a piece
keep it close to your heart
lie to yourself
tell your friends
you can't explain it
but you wish you wish were dead

for a moment I felt alive
I am death in a different disguise
in between the dark and the light
a window in the shape of an eye

they wanna know if I'll sink or swim
or simply give in
my vices my demons
addictions and death
all wanna know when I'll give
my last breath
can't seem to leave
with these words left unspoken
am I bent or have I broken

they wanna know if I'll sink or swim
or simply give in 
somethings changed
something is different
I am death and you are my witness
fuck
this is the mark
an eye between the light and the dark