I can't feel my body, put me to rest cursing words under my breath it's all too much, it's never enough what do you love, who can you trust
 slipping through my hands again my sanity begins to drain forever cloaked in black it's never coming back

something's changed something is different I'm not the same at all I think I've gone missing
 fuck this is the part this is the part that always fucks me up don't start its just an awful feeling cut out my heart and wear it as jewelry 
 they wanna know what I'm feeling but you cant see yourself when you're staring at the ceiling this is the hardest part and no one seems to believe me at all
 they wanna know if I'll sink or swim or simply give in my vices my demons addictions and death all wanna know when I'll give my last breath
 I like to wonder but I lost myself I have no one else the horizon breaks into the sky leaving light to linger in my closed eyes 
flicker and fade
 so let me fail pull me apart take a piece keep it close to your heart lie to yourself tell your friends you can't explain it but you wish you wish were dead
 for a moment I felt alive I am death in a different disguise in between the dark and the light a window in the shape of an eye 
they wanna know if I'll sink or swim or simply give in my vices my demons addictions and death all wanna know when I'll give my last breath
can't seem to leave with these words left unspoken am I bent or have I broken
 they wanna know if I'll sink or swim or simply give in 
somethings changed something is different I am death and you are my witness fuck this is the mark an eye between the light and the dark


I swear I thought of everything but here I am just falling apart
 hello again I know how this will end when everything comes so easy in the beginning you cut me out and wait for me to mend I said 
what's the purpose of being nervous It can't be much worse than feeling worthless 
 I feel awful sentimental when it comes to you
 because it's always you too scared to look in the mirror and see me staring back at you 
come on please just show me the meaning I'll teach you a trick yeah it's pretty easy sit back relax focus on breathing now eat your heart out as its beating 
because it's always you too scared to look in the mirror and see me staring back at you 
I feel awful sentimental when it comes to you
 you buried all you had maybe more than you should have now every time I see your face it all comes out in the rain 
 I swear I thought of everything but here I am just falling apart into your arms 
I'll never forgive you forget all about me you used to be different you used to love me so take a chance maybe we'll be together at last 
 I feel awful sentimental when it comes to you
 cut me out


fuck it all I swear I'll never look back keep moving forward just stay on the path if I can hold onto this moment a little longer I just hope that somehow or someway something will begin to change 
I stop to look over my shoulder so close but the moment is over now the path is growing colder somethings will never change they only grow older



I’m afraid that this empty feeling won't go away stranded deep inside me 
 I'll sleep forever it's the only place I'm safe
 young and cunning I can't believe I didn't see this coming all for nothing I can't believe I didn't see this coming 
this must be something else it can't be me miles of mistakes I am bound to repeat at first it was only my words my hands are shaking my vision is blurred rehearsed it was only my words can't stay awake I’m too afraid to face the world
 they say this world was built for two I never thought It’d end with you you're ultraviolet kill me in silence something about it I just can't refuse 
I can feel it in my bones wont go away won't leave me alone I'm holding onto your rope why can't you cut me out why can't I let you go 
this must be something else it can't be me miles of mistakes I'm bound to repeat 
oh it's all in my head I guess it's a lot like bad weather we can only predict it will ever get any better 
they say the world was build for two I never thought I'd end with you you're ultraviolet kill me in silence something about it I just can't refuse 
you helped me tie the noose so I could light the fuse 
barely breathing please believe me this empty feeling won't be leaving 
 I'll sleep forever it's the only place I'm safe


oh so sick and tired of being what you desire I can be loved I can't relate endless days of being a fake take me away so addicted to living in pain I'm afraid that it's too late I killed myself and you took the weight 
this will be the end of everything inside my head this rapidity is killing me it's never over again and again I'm pulling you under under my skin this will be the end of everything 
this love is all we have so here's to giving up until my heart stops beating it's never enough 
and then I lost I lost all the feeling it was here just a moment ago for the first time in a long time I'm not afraid to let you go 
it's such a sickening disease watching the world wash over me 
a broken heart can't beat this fast maybe we'll be divided at last 
this will be the end of everything inside my head this rapidity is killing me it's never over again and again I'm pulling you under under my skin this will be the end of everything 
you could never believe me so let me show you the meaning 
I always knew that a part of you would be a part of me for everything I could ever take you could just take away 
I can't be the only one who cares this isn't me this isn't fair 
a broken heart can't beat this fast maybe we'll be divided at last 
this will be the end of everything inside my head this rapidity is killing me it's never over again and again I'm pulling you under under my skin this will be the end of everything